I found a journal yesterday. I really have nothing to do so I'm going to post my life story RIGHT HERE. Just kidding. I worked on the outline for my essay and I'm just going to actually write it later. But anyway, my journal was so funny. I'd written it online in my notepad on yahoo mail from 2006-2008, so pretty much from 8th grade to 10th grade. And some of the things I'd written were so funny. I mean, high school was a huge time of confusion for me, especially during those years, and I'd written about all my crushes, all the boys that I thought I was crushing on, all the celebrities and boy bands that I loved (can you believe I liked the Jonas Brothers at one point? God help me!). It was so fun to read! But yeah, though it was funny, it brought back memories. I can hardly believe that it was only four years ago! I remember writing it because I thought, just in case my handwritten journals are burnt in a fire or something and I die, I'll keep an online account of it in my mail. Of course, that would only work if somebody broke into my email account haha.
But still! My little eighth grade mind believed in it so I guess I will too. I love finding journals! It's like opening up a part of your past with your memories. I wrote a lot about church people and school crushes. Not too much about school friends. I complained a lot too haha. And the journal was just so long I couldn't even read it all. The posts I did find were funny though. I was so passionate about whom I loved and hated hahaha. What an adorable dork I was.
Yes, well, that was the extent of my day. Journals and classes. And my new rekindled passion for James Dean and James Stewart. I'm just into the James's I suppose haha. Well, it's time for me to go! Go back to the present. It's so hard for me sometimes. I get so caught in my past, the present starts moving on without me and I have to catch up. Memories are my favorite. Well anyway, I'm going to get into my music and hopefully not take another nap!
Gratification comes in the doing, not in the result. -James Dean.
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