I'm more social than I let everyone else on to be. It's just hard to express myself to people, I guess. I love people but I can't seem to be all that much of an invigorating speaker to keep people interested. I just don't know what to do or say. I haven't really gone out to dinner with anyone for awhile because everyone else has someone else to have dinner with. It's really depressing, actually, and I've been holed up in my room for awhile. I hate it. I need to find something to do before I go insane! I used to be able to stay in all day doing nothing, but it's not like that any longer. I need something to do. NOW. Although that's not going to happen. Ugh. I suppose I could do homework, but that's for tomorrow. What am I going to do? I feel pretty lame right now, sitting here the whole day, doing things, being anti-social. I try to be social, really, but it's hard when everyone's got someone else and I've got no one. I can't even imagine being at a bigger school. That would've driven me nuts.
Also, today is a rap day. Mm mm, British and French rap!
Song of the Day: I'm A Loser - The Beatles
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