Confused.

If there was but a word to describe
My feelings, it would be confused;
Befuddled, troubled, mystified;
I don’t know what to think or do.
I think I like you,
I take that back;
I think I love you;
Too weak for that.
I don’t know how to deal
With how you act with me.
How can you look like that
And not share my feelings?

You’ve always confused me,
Always, from the start.
You looked at me with
A look in your eyes,
And I looked back
But you never tried
To talk to me and
You were cruel at first
Which confused me even more.
And I still don’t know
How you are.
I hated you, then liked you,
Attraction is so difficult.
I want to know what you
Have to say. But I know
You’re just too firm for confessions.
No sign of weakness
On your strange face
Is evident for me to
Turn around in my head over
And over again.

I’m confused,
Befuddled, puzzled, mistaken.
I’m overanalyzing everything
We’ve ever said and done.
How can I describe this
Confusion within me?
It’s too much for words and
I can not deal with it
Anymore.

So here is the question;
Do you love me or do you not?
I just need an answer
To cease all this
Confusion.